Wanting to believe is sometimes hard when you know its gonna happen again.
Especially when you kinda know what to expect next,
How can someone change or make things better when the situation around you just won't let you change or make things better?
Its really easy to say things ,but in actual fact when it does happens everyone just run from it.
Sometimes wonder why do we have all these emotions in us.
Its really nice when or if your feeling happy all the time,
But whats the point of being sad ,angry ,frustrated or depressed ?
Really why do we even have these emotions...I think it really sucks !!
Wish we had only the positive emotions and the bad erased.
But its never gonna happen because its just the way life is.
How does someone really help that person get out of these negative emotions?
Thinking it was all gonna change soon and we will see the light ahead,
But all I'm seeing now is a dark big cloud ahead .
Hoping that we can change it now before it gets worst again.
Wanting to believe in it is really hard when all your thinking is the bad thoughts running through your head ,
and the past rings a bell and flashes of the past hunts you with all the fear again.
How do we cope with whats gonna happen next?
How do we carry our self up again and again?
Wanting to believe is simple but going through it yourself its a different story.
Everyone says just leave ,run far and it will be better.
Really??But what if it doesn't and only gets worst ..then??
We might not even see that person ever again.
But how can we please them without breaking down our self?
How can we love that someone when inside is filled with hatred?
They said you'll be ok because your gone through it .
Surely used to it by now too...Very easy to say right??
Sometimes yes when your strong enough but how sure are you that it will be fine!
Anything can happen...without you even realising it.
Just hoping to see the light at the end of whatever comes ahead.
Wanting to believe that its just the way life goes round ,
Wanting to believe that its just another test that makes as stronger,
Wanting to believe it will get better after this,
Wanting to believe when falling is better after picking our self up,
Wanting to believe that we are not alone,
Wanting to believe that life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.
Wanting to believe every day is a new beginning,
Wanting to believe that miracles do happen,
Wanting to believe that dreams really do come true.
Wanting to believe is what i want now.
