Just yesterday and the whole weekend i was having the time of my life that in a long long time i have not had which was to laugh sincerely and feel really happy ..before this i was struggling to keep a cheerful face and always just pretended to be happy and all okkie when deep down inside i just wanted to cry and i felt a deep knife cutting through my heart slowly..This is what im feeling and thinking at this very moment..I actually wanted to write about my weekend and my whole b day celebration but something was just disturbing me..But i could not figure what..So i just thought i write what i may be feeling...
