I guess its just the way it works...its just UNFAIR!!
To that someone ...yes i did fall for you but how did you expect me not to?
I practically gave everything i had to give to you!!and why i dont know...It is a mistake i regret doing but i think i kinda learn something too..you can never give yourself to fast to anyone no matter how much they claim to care...Im glad that i had my best friend close to me to give me comfort at this time even when i didnt wanna open up and she was still there no matter what...but i think if it was not for her just being there to listen i might have done something really really stupid because the emotions that i was going through was all buried in me and i tried to ignore the fact that it was happening..but it was all right!!luckly i was kinda prepared or more like kinda know it was gonna happen anytime it was just a matter of time...
You should have told me the very beginning itself that you cant love anyone at the moment..i would have shield my heart from getting into false hope once again...You say you wanna care and still be there for me..and still be together..isnt it unfair to me?that i will be with you and give my all to you but knowing that you can never feel or love me the way i do ..i dont wanna go through this..it kills me inside to know that its not gonna last and you won't be here for long its just a matter of time that you leave ...So then you leave me with what?A HEART THAT IS BROKEN !!
If you say you care and love to see me happy ...then i suggest you let me be so that i can start picking up the pieces again and finding something that would really make me happy and not sad ...I think its time i stand up for myself and do what i want because i love doing it and not do something to make others happy but me sad...(its true i can't make you love me if you dont).so this is it!!Im backing off slowly untill it fades away ...Im shielding my self now !!
ICANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
