EXHAUSTED

Today is just really not my day...Feels like im losing it.Why cant they just take responsiblities own thier own..I hate feeling so angry and just feel like doing something crazy.Sometimes i feel like i should just start back my bad habit so that atleast i can just let it out and cry forawile.Cried like crazy today since i got out of the house early to work.One after another problem just seem to surface!!Cant they just leave me alone forawile..Stop asking me..I have nothing else to give..The more i get the more i give to them..For what???Who am i working for ...For me or for them...Its just exhausting trying to please everyone so that they keep thier mouths shut!!It hurts like hell when you work so hard for what you earn then when pay day comes its all gone!!But its not for you..its for everything and everyone else but yourself.Everyone else just say stop giving them...But no matter how angry or sad i am i cant say no to them.WHY????The plan was to work and get some money to study ...But it all back fired on me...I really dont mind at all if i work and pay for them.But its hurting when your working your ass off to crack your head and figure where else to work part time so that can earn extra money to pay the bills and stuff and all they do is compain and say its not enough...Haizz...its exhausting...Its frustrating when you try your best to help but they just keep on and on asking for more...Just feel like shuting down forawile..It was all going great past few days and then.. should have known it always happens when suddenly your so happy something just pops up again and you just feel frustrated again..When will this stop??I DONT WANNA GO TO THAT PLACE WHERE YOU JUST SHUT DOWN TOTALLY AGAIN...